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Let the Mind Decide and the Heart Guide

By Ashleigh Wilson on Thursday September 3rd, 2020

Empowering Myself with Authentic Decision-Making

Indecision and reveries are the anesthetics of constructive action. – Sylvia Plath

I’m a terribly indecisive person. When out to dinner, I will change my mind three times as the waiter takes the order for the other guests. I have half a wardrobe in my car, just in case I decide I’m too hot or too cold or too uncomfortable while I’m out. I have three half-written articles sitting in front of me. I was going to expand on the list, but I’ve now changed my mind. I’m also contemplating if I should just go back to one of the other half-written articles. Perhaps I should take a walk or have some tea while I think about it. Maybe I should spend this time replying to messages instead.

You get the idea. Decisiveness is not my forte.

Indecision may or may not be my problem. – Jimmy Buffett

Being on the edge of making a decision, balancing between two or more directions, is something just about everyone has felt at some point. That feeling that the choice is weighing heavily on you; sometimes it is as simple as what to eat, other times it is if you should move to a new city, new job, new relationship. Often, the little things can almost seem as big as the life-changing ones. We become stuck, and making a solid decision just seems too hard. There are benefits to staying free to change your mind, of going with the flow, but many believe our commitments are the cornerstones to a ‘good life’. As Philosopher Martha Nussbaum says:

If you hold your commitments lightly, in such a way that you can always divest yourself from one or the other of them if they conflict, then it doesn’t hurt you when things go badly. But you want people to live their lives with a deep seriousness of commitment: not to adjust their desires to the way the world actually goes, but rather to try to wrest from the world the good life that they desire.

Alt text hereIndecision is disempowering. Image: Justin Luebke

There are a variety of reasons why we might be finding it hard to commit, this can range from having too many choices to people-pleasing tendencies. For chronic indecisiveness, it may also come back to childhood and the fear of making a mistake. Those who grew up without being given opportunities to make (age-appropriate) decisions, or told the decisions they made were inadequate (particularly without proper explanations as to why), are more likely to be plagued by self-doubt and unable to connect fully with their inner guidance.

It is easy to beat ourselves up about being indecisive, or to complain about others who won’t stick to a decision. Yet, as with anything compassion, for ourselves and others, is so important. Moving beyond our wounds takes time.

It may be frustrating when someone (including ourselves) won’t make a decision or fully commit. I have come to recognise that the energy of commitment has to come from within, it can’t be forced. In depths of indecision, I try to remember the feeling of when I do dedicate myself. There is something true to the power of fully committing, whether it is as simple as what to eat, to how I want to live my life. Things fall into place in an almost syncro-mystical way: the universe seems to re-organise to fit the decision. And other choices flow more easily.

Sometimes all it takes is just one choice; letting the mind decide and the heart guide.

Alt text hereI let love guide my decisions. Image: Fa Barboza

My Guiding Commitment

While everyday decisions still sometimes tie me in knots, I have made a larger commitment to help guide the smaller ones. It is a commitment to love. To live with love. Love for myself, for others, for the world. And with that commitment, I can easily move through life making the choices that fit best with my chosen path. What to eat for dinner becomes a decision on what is most loving for myself and the world. How I want to spend my time, returns to how I can give back in the most loving way.

Action cures fear. Indecision, postponement, on the other hand, fertilizes fear. – David Joseph Schwartz

When indecisiveness does inevitably plague me, when I feel my commitment to any one thing waning, I remember the below passage from German writer, Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. As his words move through me, I realise again the power of dedication, and suddenly I am re-centred.

 

“Until one is committed, there is hesitancy,
the chance to draw back,
always ineffectiveness.
Concerning acts of initiative (and creation)
there is one elementary truth,
the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans:
That the moment one definitely commits oneself then Providence moves too.
All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred.
A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favor
all manner of unforeseen incidents
and meetings
and material assistance which no man could have dreamt would have come his way.
Whatever you can do, or dream, you can begin it.
Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.
Begin it now.”

 

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Do you struggle with indecisiveness? How does a lack of commitment affect your life and how do you choose to move through it? We would, as always, love to read your stories and ideas in the comments below.

With a loving commitment to you,

Team UPLIFT

 

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19 Responses to Let the Mind Decide and the Heart Guide

  1. I always struggle with my decision.You can say there is zero confidence in myself.Some days ago a boy proposed to me and I couldn’t bring myself to fully accept him or fully reject him.Then I showed him many excuses about how we can’t be together and how my mom won’t accept him.But then I again thought will I be good without him?So I again told him to wait 6 years for me to finish my study and gain my freedom.But then I again thought is it alright for me to make him wait?What if I don’t love him even after 6 years and my mother doesn’t accept him?Why should I make so much effort for him?Guys like him will come and go.I still don’t know what I should do…

  2. Very enlightening article, Ashleigh! I have had a history of starting but not finishing various creative projects. Now, I’m faced with the decision of starting a college program that just doesn’t feel right. I believe I need the freedom to just do things on my terms – will listen to my heart. 🙂 Thanks so much! All the best with your decisions. 🙂

    • Nice one Karen! Great to hear that the article has helped you connect in with your heart and come to a decision that is more aligned with it 💗 All the best and thanks for reading and sharing 😊

      Blessings,
      Team UPLIFT

  3. Thank you for this timely, touching and effective article. From Goethe to Chopra the power in knowing we are not alone in our struggles and the power available in making a decision; both are great supports.

  4. Excellent article, with quotes that resonate with me today. Waiting for nearly 6 months to be called back from furlough has been challenging…human doing versus human being:) I made small accomplishments early in the day that didn’t sustain me to dinner. I made larger decisions, guided by heart and gut, and I’m going with them. Very freeing experience. I’m unstuck!

    • Wonderful Bethany! We love hearing this! 😃 Thanks so much for reading and all the best with your heart-guided decisions in the future. May they continue to set you free!

      Blessings,
      Team UPLIFT

  5. I love your fundamental commitment, which is to ask “What would Love do?” and I appreciate being reminded of this. This question has guided many of my decisions but it hadn’t occurred to me to ask it with regard to decisions that guide me with regard to self-care and things I postpone doing.

  6. No Ashleigh I don´t struggle with indecisivness. I know, what I want and what to do. Very smart to take an extra coat, when its cold. And so on. Very smart. Be carefull, that this indecisivness becomes a habit, you can`t live without it anymore. Good luck. Felix.

  7. This article is so me. I tend to let my mind decide and my heart guild. At the point of decision making there’s always an A, B or C concept of making decisions. When you go with your heart it doesn’t hurt too bad.

    • This article came to me at just the right time. I have been changing my mind for the past two years,whether to move from the town where we have lived for over 30 years and move to this beautiful home on a lake in the woods. My indecisiveness became exhausting. The two quotations about committing and the universe working with you resonates with me. The For Sale sign went up on our front lawn yesterday morning. So liberating!! Lots of new adventures to look forward to!

      • That’s such excellent news Elaine, congratulations! I totally understand what you mean – it was a MASSIVE realisation for me too when I learned how disempowering indecision is. My life changed for the better when I let go of my perception that there is a ‘perfect decision’. I’m really happy you are discovering this too 😃

        All the very best with your new adventures!

        Much love,
        Team UPLIFT

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